“WEEP!, you pointless baby ..” said the unknown voice
It was so sharp and steady, it almost sounded like a real person
“ do you know anything about reality?” said another
It made the sane question.
It made mother cry
It made me stare down walls with an empty mind
“is going back in time really going to change you !?” continued the voice
The tone in my head changed, but not my body
“you try to be someone else, you try to be quiet..” the voice kept stating
I smiled in disbelief
“the sad truth is that you’ll never reach to the non existence.”
I chuckled whilst fighthting back those demolishing tears
“and you’ll never going to be clean..” finished the voice
I thought, maybe if I had a shield, I wouldn’t feel the rain
Maybe, I wouldn’t be as stained
Maybe I’d create the beauty I lack
And my father ,
Silent and loud
“quit it, you cannot be nor become” exclaimed the voice
"I maybe be you culprit" I agreed
“wicked!, I couldn’t agree more you whiffle-whaffle” started again the voice
I’m going to fall asleep
“‘cause I will not be left alone with you” I ended
I woke up to the person I was, perhaps yesterday was today , or all the way around
My eyes searching for the daylight,
It’s 2:00 am
Again, I’ve been awakened to darkness
“you know, we could be friends” started off with a soft hiss
Too dull to import the acknowledgement
“it’s far more easier for me if you’d cooperate “ said the voice with a sigh
And my mother tracing my face features,
Slowly, softly working her way up to my head
“weak… she can’t possibly be here always for you to escape” says the voice with alert
I beg my tears to retreat and surrender
Her soft hands causing the chills that I crave.
I must be going mad,
I see solutions hanging up in the air
the cieling carving out letters of harm,
to you, to loved ones and I
"it'd feel so much better if you'd imagine the details" said the voice with encouragement
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