Surrender To You

I bow my head and surrender to you.

all of my problems. all of my worries, all of it I give,

No more I can carry, no more I can take, so I surrender to you.

Where do I go, what path do I take, and which is it for us now?

You and I have desired a baby, but it isn’t here, so what next?

We have busied ourselves; we have had to rebuild ourselves; we have to

rediscover who we are.

The pain, the tears, and the triggers are all too much to bear.

So I bow my head and surrender to you.

You know everything; you know my pain; you are my guide.

All of my trials, all of my concerns, all of the journeys I take,

There is no more I can handle or suppress, so I surrender to you.

Where do I go? What path do I take? What is it for us?

You and I are without a child, but I hope that with so much life ahead,

time to rebuild, shape our home, find our life again,

The laughter, joys, and smiles have gone too long with us.

I feel lighter, brighter, and ready to dance, as I have left it to you now.

You know everything; you know my prayers; you know I was angry with you

and still am.

but I can’t go on alone, so I returned to you.

I bow my head and skip away, knowing that you will take my hand, not that

you have let go, I had and find a way forward once again for us both.